A sudden holiday & an appointment...

1st Posting - A sudden holiday

Last wednesday, our campus suddenly announced a week of holiday on that day. I received a call from my friend as early as 6am++ in the morning. Suddenly, many people in our campus being hit by flu and confirmed that got 4 persons hit by H1N1 flu already. So, we are asked to leave the campus immediately for that period as to ensure our safety.

I haven't prepared myself for this sudden holiday. Then, after considering for few decisions, i decided to go to Taiping with my course mates. Angeline and i stayed in Ah Peng's home and we're having some wonderful time to enjoy cooking. Angeline had cooked Sarawak Laksa for us and i made some dishs also. We enjoyed the time we went to pasar to select the fresh ingredients for our dishs. What had we prepared? Sarawak's laksa, spagtheti, salt fish's toufu, toufu mushroom dish, vegetable dish ..... Watering mouth ya?

Haiz... Forgot to take the pic of the dishes for that few days... Then, coming back to campus by Saturday and noticed that only got really few people to stay in this hostel.. My floor only got me to stay in. The whole hostel really empty and quiet. Yet, i enjoyed the quietness..Hehe..

Yet, i spent almost all of my time watching a drama.. And, i'm able to finish it by few days. It quite a nice drama.. Oh no! going to get mad mad upon the opening of school due to unfinished homework... Then, my holiday just being passed like that.. A bit regretful...


2nd Posting - -An appointment 11/7/09
Today i had been going to Taiping for my dentist appointment..
Hooray! I managed to get all by my own. I went there using that really old onimbus then to the clinic by "11 bus"..

I try my best to settle everything by my own as i didn't want to bother anyone. I borrowed a motor and planned to go to the bus station by my own and ride it back to campus after caming back. Yet, my lovely father in heaven didn't allow me to do so.

So, HE made that borrowed motor couldn't be started. I decided to give up after trying the starter for half an hour. HE arranged an angel to fetch me to bus station and another one to fetch me back to campus..

HE made me felt that i'm not alone.. I'm surrounded with lots of angels whenever i'm in trouble.Thanks Lord for those helpful angels...

Along the trip, the seat was not comfortable at all but i enjoy the scenery very much. I have not been in such trip for almost two months already... I enjoyed that peaceful moment by travelling alone wihout any talking..I liked the speed of the bus, listening to sound of speed, the shaking seat, and enjoyed the weather as well. The wind outside keep blowing my hair and it quite disturbing... The trip is quite long for me...

I considered myself as an independent person.
Yet, It got price to be paid for an independent person.
Sometimes, i just feel like life is unbreatheable..
How i wish i could be my mummy or daddy's girl, living under the protected shelf without worrying so much, can do whatever i want, need not to worry how much family's monthly expense, bills, younger siblings, bla bla bla...

But, the reality simply doesn't allow..
Yet, i learned to rely on Lord and myself, like the roadside grass that will try hard to survive...

I believe that everyone whose family's background had made them who they are today.. So am I.. I may be boring, straight-foward, not even know how to create humourous jokes, not knowing how to express myself, ignoreable, not even charming, maybe "cool" in some people's eyes..
Yet..... as long as i'm who i am and surely still undergoing transforming under HIM...

HE might be a bit cruel towards me to take away all my "Sweet things" so early. Yet, i know what HE wanted from me. Yet, sometimes, i just like a wild horse to disobey HIM...
People are having the igonorance and sinful heart easily that simply try to oppose their "Creator".

A simple good deed

I let my seat to an old Malay nenek while in the bus just like the old moral lesson in text book when i was young..
The nenek look at me with the appreciating eyes and i smiled to her..
I felt warm too for that simple act ...

This reminded me what Jesus will do when people needing HIS help.. He cured those of the blind, deaf, and even unwalkable.....without considering much..

Sometimes, it's our selfishness that let us to hesistate even to lend a hand to the needing persons..We just thought that others will do it then we will no need to do.
And out of 100% of the people, only probably 1% will do it..

Isn't it a pity that the relationship with people is all about self-center, materialistic life?