Thursday, February 19, 2009

"WHO AM I'

The scene of that night
Yesterday night, our campus had an evangelistic concert with the theme "Who Am I" from the combination of CUS(Catholic fellowship), CF(Christian Fellowship) and Da Zhuan(Undergraduate fellowship). This could only been held after 3 years and it really a great concert. We had worship and praise, mime, dance, 3 testimonial sharing... I had been involved in the choir part. So, all of us had been busy for preparation works. Thankful to Lord for all the bro and sis in Christ in different races and languages that gather because of the love of God. And because of HIS love, we're able to make it. Hallelujah...

The dance...
The CUS guys...

The congregation that night.....

Thanks to Lord... My lovely sisters do come that night...

It's me... hehe ^.^

Back to the theme, who am i actually?

I may not be good or perfect, find it hard to express myself, not a good speaker, not even humorous, not very good in academic or sports or in languages, has really limited knowledges in Bibles and general knowledges, not having good look either,or just an unperfect puzzle with so many missing pieces.

But, i know that God do love me so much and i'm the daughter of my heavenly father. I maybe had experienced more tough things in my life than most of those as for my age. Sometimes, i felt it unfair for me to undergo so much and why others didn't go through what i was. But, i kept reminding myself that Lord was the one who gave me life and taking control of my life, He wanted me to grow from every tough or easy tasks/plans He has given me.

I would not say that Lord is the only missing piece, rather without Him, we would have so many missing pieces for the puzzle. As long as we found Him, He would fill up every missing pieces one by one together with Him until we meet Him in the heaven.

Thanks Lord again for making me grow from all these.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

The Power of "BUSY"



The word " busy" is what an easy word we always used especially to reject things come upon you from others or to make an excuse for yourself.

Sometime, we keep telling people that we are busy and in fact we are not so. People like to make an excuse in many things. Maybe sometime i am afraid of facing some tasks then i choose to use the word "busy" for myself and to reject others. Then maybe i can free of all the troubles. Or, it simply just an act of irresponsible.

Frequently, i found that i really don't know what i am busy of. But sometimes, i really become helpless due to the real busy that i has trembled and do not know where to start to finish the things..

BUSY,

it makes you feel tired..
it makes you trembled..
it makes you blanked..

it makes you feel dizzy..
it makes you helpless..
it makes you sick..

it somehow makes you away from your lovely Lord..
it somehow makes you away from your loved one..
it somehow makes you careless..
especially in caring others..


Dear Lord,
I pray that i can be close with and may spend my pleasure time with you though i'm busy. I pray that i may not forget the others and try to care them too. I pray that i may always keep in touch with my family and my friends. I prayed that i may take a deep breath from the breathless tasks and enjoy the "pause" moment with you.