Sharing ^.^: February 2010

诗篇103：9-10
祂不长久责备，也不永远怀怒。
祂没有按着我们的罪过待我们，也没有照着我们的罪孽报应我们。

这节经文昨晚在青团时背的。。
昨天在生气着，为什么她要这么急，为什么她不能等。。。
她兴高采烈地拿着回来，结果被我用力的训一顿。。。
一件小小事件竟然可以引爆我久久所没发的脾气。。。
训她做事从来就不会考虑清楚，不会为自己，家人着想，太不懂事，take things for granted。。。
我竟可以如此火爆，当着她好友面前训她。。。

昨晚一起青团之后，赌气地载她去阿姨家等12.30am去美里的巴士，塞了少少钱给她。。。
回家后，回想刚刚的经文，祂都不责备怀怒我们，若祂按着我们的罪过罪孽报我们，
我们大概每一个人都站立不住也不可能会在这里了，
那我有什么资格去责备其他人，对他人怀怒呢？
祂竟可以如此容易宽恕爱我们，难道我们就这么难地学祂的样式吗？

传道昨晚也提醒，若我们责备他人，或话语带刺压人，讽刺性，就是含有骄傲份子了，
勿要学习谦卑的人，时时刻刻不自夸，话语语气柔和像小孩子。。。
彼得前书5：5-6
照样，你们青年人要顺服年长的。就是你们各人也要彼此以谦卑为装束，因为“神敌挡骄傲的人，赐恩给谦卑的人。”
所以你们要谦卑，服在神大能的手下，到了时候，他必叫你们升高。

愿神饶恕孩子的过犯，反省每一次的说话语气是否柔和，让孩子时时刻刻都学习谦卑。。

Firstly, wanna wish every1 HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!!!!

Finally i reach home for CNY this year... lots of excited feelings... It means lots for me 2... Since previously it's the reunion for my family each year but i missed it two years already.. Thanks Lord for me to be able to celebrate at my hometown with my family this year.

CNY kinda an unexpressed thanksful feeling, meet with lots of relatives, friends after all.
Talking to the different ages person, sharing the excited experiences, expressing the missing, gathering moments, enjoying the preparations, fireworks, food...

Although there's lots of homeworks, still feeling excited upon going back to hometown and told myself that the most important is enjoying the season first. Together with Ee Ning and Johnny, we took flight from penang-KL, KL-Kuching then took bus from Kuching-Sibu, start from 10/2 4pm++, we reach by 3pm++ on the next day. What a long journey ya yet felt thanksful able to reach home.. ^.^

This year i volunteered myself in my family to make the CNY eateries since i'm here and most important is that able helping my mom to save lots of $$ and it's more meaningful as guests can enjoy homemade 1... hum... quite satisfied, 8 types of cookies n 5 types of cakes n other snacks in 2 days...

Meeting with my cousins and relatives, and unrealisedly that they all having todlers, own family, careers and some has own house and car. And, i'm here as 23 years old already yet owning nothing but thanksful got my family along with me throughout the years.

Thanks Lord that i was able to meet with my really old frens after many years...While meeting with old frens, surprised that a fren whose always look "play-play 1" at least 4 me suddenly sharing something so serious and doesn't look like him at all since he likes to play joke usually and never been serious, yet he's really quite a thoughtful and having own thinking person (probably i never noticed his serious side) exploring and motivating me lots of things also.. This showed that dun ever judge a book by its cover..
"Thanks, fren... Dun worry, i'm in fine condition.."