Hehe.. handmade wood craft ^.^

Starting... stuffs needed..

In the progress... what a mess..
dlammm....Finished craft...





Haha... Finally, finished my planned making of wood crafts in a week using that left over balsa wood of "Bridging's period", i managed to make total of 10 gifts of 5 types to give away.. Aiya.. Got some more other differ type forgot to take a pic..

yeah yeah...finished^.^

我的妈妈。。。

好久好久就想要分享这篇文章了，特别是我09年生日的那一天，第一个想到的就是她。。。

感恩上帝赐每一个人一年都有一天的纪念日，
那一刻，想要纪念是真正的生日主角，
那一刻，真正的主角不是自己，而是妈妈，
妈妈这么辛苦的怀胎生我，并辛苦的母兼父职把我们六个兄弟姐妹养育成长，何等不易呀。

她是一个非常非常传统的妇人，小时候的她因家庭背景的关系，受的教育也不高只到六年级，也不晓得如何关心孩子们的心灵需要，也是爱在心里口难开的类型。
虽然如此，但绝对是我心目中的超级妈妈噢！！！

她非常的特别，她身影瘦瘦的，只有43kg，164cm （苗条吧！），身为女儿的有些为自己身体惭愧 (不能遗传妈妈的，也遗憾不能把妈妈喂肥。）我对自己对妈妈说，以后一定要带她到她想去的中国及吃遍各处的美食。

她虽母兼父职，但她似乎没有所谓的刚硬刚强，仍有着非一般传统女性的柔弱且不像我有着倔强的性格，身体单薄的似乎很容易被风吹走，总是喜欢穿着裙子，而我这坏女儿还常说她怎么这么喜欢穿裙 （不像我完全不喜欢穿裙子，很不像她，很怪胎）

她总是很随和，人家拜托她什么，她能做到的一定帮忙，而身为女的却怕她吃亏，叫她不要帮这么多，而她却每次都会说：“嗨呀，不要紧啦，能帮就帮咯，上帝还 不是这样教导吗？”每次都自觉惭愧。所以，只要有风吹草动，姐姐和我一定第一时间挡在前面，不允许任何欺压在妈妈身上。我们会呵护妈妈如掌上明珠，深怕她 受了哪怕是一点的伤害（有些角色颠倒的感觉）。

但是，她念功一流噢（讲到这，我的碎碎念应该从她来的，总算有遗传到她的了，呵呵），记得以前，每一次我们姐妹们只要没做家务，就会被她大大力念，到今天还是一样哦。以前，会很讨厌这感觉。长大了，因为少在家的关系，这种碎碎念似乎成了我的镇定剂，喜欢摇电话给她听她说话，喜欢对她的碎碎念一笑而过。写到这里，怀念她的碎碎念了。

她非常的知足，她口里也常常挂着“感谢主感谢主的”，每一次总喜欢在别人前提起她儿女们如何如何体贴她，而我们却有常常觉得丢脸（妈妈，对不起）。

她不会驾车也不会骑电单车，记得小时候，她带我们出街都是以巴士代步，直到我们长大有执照了，都由我和姐姐用单车载她，有时我们还会埋怨她为什么不要拿执照，一点也不体贴她（真是坏蛋）。以前有时候还会羡慕其他孩子，为什么她们父母可以在他们上学出街，而我们却需要载妈妈（一点也不会感恩可以载妈妈），他们可以有父母可以为他们遮风挡雨，一切的事物可以有父母来打点，从吃饭到穿衣服。

从小到大，妈妈从不像其他母亲一样严格的要求我们该做的事（家务例外），不知道她为何总是能放心我，不约束我的成长过程。而我一向来都是母亲心中的乖女儿，她从来不焦急我，我甚至超自由，不担心我去哪里，她安心我中学时期自己在外面住自己顾自己，或在死党家留宿，当然我也会有所交代。妈妈大概非常放心让上帝来管教我，偶而也因有太多弟兄姐妹的关系吧。

但是，现在更感恩一路走来，若不是上帝安排我在这个家，今天也许也不会有这样的我吧。
所以，万事互相效力，叫爱神的人得意处。也因着这家庭背景，也许自己比起其他同龄的孩子多了一些家庭负担，甚至自己对责任感这东西看得特别重，无论是对神，人，事物都好。很感恩神给我这个超级妈妈，我现在还可以打点自己和家里的事物，各方面都有些些生活技能。

可能也是遗传妈妈，爱在心里口难开，觉得很难当面开口说，可能妈妈也不会看到我所写的，虽然也不是什么特别纪念母亲的日子，可是我还是觉得每天都是妈妈纪念日。
我还是要在这里大大声说："妈妈，我 爱 女尔 噢！！！"

圣经里也有超级妈妈噢，觉得妈妈有些像箴言31：10-31里才德的妇人（很享受这经文）：

31:10	才德的妇人谁能得著呢？她的价值远胜过珍珠。
31:11	她丈夫心里倚靠她，必不缺少利益。
31:12	她一生使丈夫有益无损。
31:13	她寻找羊□和麻，甘心用手做工。
31:14	她好像商船从远方运粮来，
31:15	未到黎明她就起来，把食物分给家中的人，将当做的工分派婢女。
31:16	她想得田地就买来，用手所得之利，栽种葡萄园。
31:17	她以能力束腰，使膀臂有力。
31:18	她觉得所经营的有利，她的灯终夜不灭。
31:19	她手拿捻线竿，手把纺线车。
31:20	她张手周济困苦人，伸手帮补穷乏人。
31:21	她不因下雪为家里的人担心，因为全家都穿著朱红衣服。
31:22	她为自己制作绣花毯子，她的衣服是细麻和紫色布做的。
31:23	她丈夫在城门口与本地的长老同坐，为众人所认识。
31:24	她做细麻布衣裳出卖，又将腰带卖与商家。
31:25	能力和威仪是她的衣服。她想到日后的景况就喜笑。
31:26	她开口就发智慧，她舌上有仁慈的法则。
31:27	她观察家务，并不吃闲饭。
31:28	她的儿女起来称她有福，她的丈夫也称赞她，
31:29	说：“才德的女子很多，惟独你超过一切！”
31:30	艳丽是虚假的，美容是虚浮的，惟敬畏耶和华的妇女必得称赞！
31:31	愿她享受操作所得的；愿她的工作，在城门口荣耀她。

Last semester cell group and fellowhip activities(refresh back)...

Long time wanna update our gp here already and although now's a bit but still....
Wanna introduce our group here... hehe ^.^

耶和华罗希Jehovah Rohi

For our group, we had variety of gathering for the last semester like having prayers, devotions, bible study, disciples' trainings, visitations, birthday celebrations, dinner time and also movie sharing together.

We are here having the warm cg gathering due to the love of Lord as in the family of Christ.
In John 13:34 "A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another" and in Hebrews 10:25 said:"Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching."

In the cell group, we will learn from each other and helping out each other. Welcoming and hope that any1 who are interested could also join us ya...

Kevin's birthday
Happy 20th Bday, Kevin^.^

Dinner and prayer time together ^.^ That day... full members there lol..
From 1st row left side: Kevin, 小光, Richard, 仁豪, 国顺
From 2nd row left side: me^.^, 恭旭, 友富，俊贤，沁梅大姐，巧玲 and Emily. ^.^

Hehe.. My Bday...We are having a short bible sharing and visitation at aunty xue qing's home that day 2...
Thx 2 all my lovely cg members... Reli appreciate that lol...
That day, Xue Qing aunty specially made home pizza, red bean soup for us lol.. Thx much Xue Qing aunty...
My birthday presents lol... ^.^ Thx u thx u!!!

Since my bday near with mooncake festival, my bro bought me a mooncake as present lol.. thx bro...

And of course activity that satisfying our stomach ....

Hehe... I suggested a dinner after the exam for last sem since every1 so tense up ^.^
It was cooked by our own lol.. In that gathering, we worked as early as 8am to pasar pagi to buy ingredients and then start preparing, washing ingredients and cooked until 7pm. I had never been cooking for such a long time even in my home but thanksful to God i was able to try it for my very 1st time and we enjoyed lots 2 during that period, we chatted and laughed together..
And i really wish to thank all my great helpers that time lol... Nelly, 巧玲 and also 明忠... reli thanks u guys ya... They are so hardworking helping out to cut and prepare the ingredients.... ^.^ Luckily, i was able 2 invite 2 of my "zi mui" to enjoy together and then we having a movie together..
A sour sweet tofu dish...
A sour sweet hotdog, fishball dish.. grabbed till finish immediately...
dunno how to call this ... spicy,fried ikan bilis"shen" timun... but a bit "chao kui ta"...
Fried big onion, tomato and egg dish....
vege...
guess wat is this.. although it quite black.. it taste nt bad 2.. satisfied.. glutinuos pork rice.. lots of hard effort inside...
It's a left over unB chicken meat during BBQ then i managed 2 turn it over a pork chicken dish..
long bean fried egg .. specially cooked by Nelly lol.. ^.^

The full table of food that day.. almost 30++ having meals that nite lol ^.^|||
Cincau milky agar- made by nelly lol...
Longan Pudding -- made by Ming Chung lol.. ^.^
of course my favourite batik cake.. it's reli simple to be done de.. they also like it lol..
N finally green bean sweet potato soup.. ^.^

Thanksful to Lord... We been having a wonderful gathering that night..
Many more activities didn't take pics...

For this semester, we are going to have cg gathering 2, May God bless all of us and lead us through again.. ^.^

A personality test about me...

Recently browsing around then take this personality test.....

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.


And i not really sure whether these are my characters and i think tat some din suit me 2... How do u all think about me? Feel free to give comments ...

Holiday yet so called on duty (2)....side dish

Memorable time with my family.......

Miri Trip

Fortunately got chance to walk around with d "lao yi bei" church senior and together with my youngest sister in Miri this coming bak. This is my 3rd time going to Miri after my primary school. It's change lots od compared 2 Sibu. Due to nothing can be developed in Sibu while Miri has its rich petroleum... No wonder... already heard that Sibu will become a city since 2008 yet now still haven't turn to be... but i still very much enjoy the easy life and slower paces in Sibu. Back to Miri, I enjoy the beach scenery there very much. 1st time i try so many "ye wei" all 1 2gether- turtle meat, bat, "4 leg snake", wild boar,..... n of course it had costed us almost RM30 each person leh... N Thanks to the evelyn, han chiong for their hospitality to guide us those days.
At the petroleum muzeum

Durian time with my family....
This coming back so gd can eat durian 2gether with my family after 2 yrs i think although i oso gt enjoy durian at PB n taiping there 2... But the feeling will never the same when u enjoy with family as compared to frens.. It's so memorable that we all having the "longgokan" durian during that time..




Three happily smiled sisters with smelly durian ^.^

This coming back noticed that all my sister really grow up already. They are quite understanding as compared to the teens now probably due to the need of relying on themselves. They will try to consider family at very 1st. They will try to save money for my mom and wouldn't ask to buy this and that like other kids..

Hair cutting....
Like: the funniest thing is that when i go to a hair saloon with my mum and sister that christmas afternoon from 1pm till 3pm++, all three of us were having hair cutting... My youngest sister complained to me that she never ever wanna go to hair saloon again due to the expensiveness.(Because my elder sister used to cut for her for free de..). Feel quite proud to have her as my sister.. Haha..

Compared to the daughters for the saloon " tau ke nio", they spent their mom just taking for granted as they buy RM150++ just for a white school shoes. Back to the hair cutting, wee had paid RM 49 during that time but it stated that RM5-7 for school or college students and RM8-12 for adults yet....... I never have a such an expensive hair cut before.. Feel being cheated... i told myself that i never go to that saloon again, Kimarie..
"Dan Zhang" of that saloon...

The Christmas Gift
My funny mom so excited to tell me that she get the 1st prize for the lucky draw at a supermarket near my home while she only buying a RM2++ dried mee that nite got "evangelistic night" outside the super there...
Our very 1st Christmas gift at the Christmas eve i told them...
See... she happily holding her hamper... ^.^

During free time this coming back...
Hehe... i managed to make some desserts for them 2...
Red bean soup...

Tan Yuan with peanut inside

Layer kuih....

and my favourite Batik Kek

The christmas time at Sanyan....







And at the end... Flying back to USM...
that time..still feel like dun wan to leave .. a bit down at that time cox knowing many more challenges in my services and studies wait for me... Hope that I can hold tightly Lord and through it...
Good bye my lovely hometown with sweet memories...
Will come back soon for CNY.....

Holiday yet so called on duty (1)....main course

Let me refresh back what have i done in this hometown's Holiday....
Busy yet still very much enjoying in HIS duty...

Children camp, youth camps, Qin Shao Nian sunday service, fellowships, then flight delay, stay 1 more week in hometown with my lovely family, cancelling S'pore trip, Christmas nite then finally Steamboat gathering...

Firstly, Thanks Lord 4 delaying my flight then i spend 1 more week celebrating Christmas 2gether with my family after 2 years...

My hometown church life ^.^

Children camp
Soon after the trip, we have 3 days children camp. I'm been asked to help out as to lead a group for the camp. The title is "When Jesus coming back again..." We keep stressing to the children what will happen when Jesus 2nd time coming back and what they need and do that time. We keep asking them this question:[When Jesus ask :"Why should I letting you come into the gate of Heaven?"]How would u answer? “Because Jesus said:"I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." John 14:6

Managed to have fun with the children in my SIB church. The children really naive, i still feel sweet when i thought of those memorable pictures --They all so good and close when they score high marks due to their team work in game, and yet "nao pi qi" and blaming each other when loss in a game" No wonder Jesus said let the children come to the front of HIM. Hopefully this camp can have impacts in them and me 2.. The title also refresh me lots that... How i can face Jesus at that time? Have i work hard enough for HIM? Will i regret? Confident enough?
Briefing...
Game time with hoop.. my tiny group... They r so exciting that time^.^
here's group pic....^.^

Qin Shao Nian Sunday Service“基督品牌”
Pastor Lau and Pastor Wong from the left side
I only involved in the choir part for the service. The pastor Lau telling us that our youth nowadays no longer as our forefather age. They doesn't have the words "青少年人" in the past and the word is invented this lately because they only call youth or teens as “青年人” wherelse a teens at around 1900 will know how to navigate a ship to rescue work, a teen at those years becoming a nurse better than an adult and becoming the chief of nurse at teens age, and another 1 able drawing out the map using his topo knowledges. While in this ages, parents seems doesn't have high expectation from their children as long as they score high marks and helping to do some house chores, their parent will be satisfy. This teens nowadays chasing for their nike, addidas latest hair styles, mobile .... He challenged us that what we can bring out as a Christ Brand, What we can show if not that materialistic stuffs only but through inner self as a christian? What the attitudes should we have towards this era？

Youth camp “别小看我” Esther：1-10

After that, following by a 3 days bible study camp more likely. This camp i incharge as a helper in group again, accomodation, and also in the daily meals. And we have the excellent camp leader - pastor Wu, speaker Pastor Wong, game master Jian Xiang, helpers-Xiu Zhi, Mei Qi, Allen n including me.. Hehe^.^

In this camp, i feel more exhausted because of incharging of too many things gua.. Most of the time i rushing here n there to ensure drinking water enough, cooking rice, preparing drinks for meals then rush back to my incharged group when i free. So, really unable to stick with them much.. The 1st day, i almost cry out with the half-cooked rice. N after all, pastor Wong teach the technique in cooking such a huge pot of rice then rice cooked smoothly the next day

(That is the SURELY COOKED RICE = SAME LEVEL OF RICE + SAME LEVEL OF POURING WATER...hehe).

At night, i sleep like a pig probably 2 tired without paying much attention to the gals in the room although i'm d "ah tao"..

Although i have read the Esther almost 4-5, i still not dare to say that i can memorise every elements inside already, so same things to the teens as some maybe only read 1 time. But i'm amazed by my younger sis on how she can memorise quite easily and can be considered good already.

If got chance, i wish i could also join as a camper in such a bible study camp to upgrade my bible knowledge..Saw lots of inadequate for my bible knowledges in this camp.. Regret that unable to equip myself well during my teen's time.... Yet, thanks Lord as 4 me 2 see it as to keep moving on more n more...
Pastor 吴秋梅 ... she's really geng lol.. i reli like bible study conducted by her lol...^.^
Pastor黄光开 A never old hearted pastor, he always join madly even in games with us...

Game master 建翔
秀枝
Youth group- sharing session with them
Game time 数豆豆
Game time- 多手多脚.. c.. they r so called so "united"...
Yeah...group pic...^.^


My Christmas night
During P&W

Cute naughty didi... i witness his growing since his birth.. that year my church got 5-6 babies..|||


Posing...

happy faces^.^
my younger sisters

Fortunately this year i managed to have Christmas celebration in my hometown. I need not to be involved in Christmas event at the beggining because my flight on 20 Dec de.. I told myself to rest a while after all the business from PB till Sibu.. Let them settle it... A fren of mines oso prefer at the beggining not to involved in that drama after 2 camps and a sunday service....

During that time, i see Xiu Zhi and my sis seens helpless arranging 4 drama.. Then, tired yet i feel that Lord have letting me 2 stay 1 more week here then i opt to do something 4 HIM although i also don't have any experiences in conducting a drama, then try to help out things i probably can do, then i try my very 1st time to rewrite again d skrip from an original skrip.

Then, probably due to my that fren's commitment to Lord, in the end he helping out us again to conduct the drama by adding more humurous elements and make it a successful messaging drama.. Joyful and Praise to our Lord!!!

Then, after rearranging characters, i become one of them. Surprisingly, found that 4 out of 6 of the characters holding by 4 siblings of us, my bro as pa, my elder sis as mom, my younger sis n me lo.. another 4 voicing d characters' dialogue n PA effects. Another thanksful to Lord as my family can serve together. Pastor Ling coming back from US also even ask that where is "Nian Mei" since all of us involved already where my Da Mei involved in 2 dances and only she didn't involve. Thanks Lord again that all my family members still can serve Lord faithfully and able to attend services and gathering together. Joyful to Lord!!!

Wanna really thanks for his helps athough he probably may grow more white hair after this (due to overuse of brain... haha...) and all do involving in this drama... He's really briliant in conducting ideas n humurous sense.. "Frenz, reli thanks u all ya.."

Long time our church didn't flourished by so many people liao after the incident. That night i think got 200++people attending. Thanks God!

Finally.....
Steamboat gathering
That time......




FOOD |||||
Guo Xiu & me ^.^

After all, we having big meal only d day b4 i'm leaving on satuday nite, we come as early as 4pm++ as to preparing, washing the ingredients to have big meal and gathering time together.
We didn't have such a huge combination for a long time already. And thanksful to Lord that again we have almost 40 youths including us the young adults joining.. I managed to chat with few youths there. Pastor hope that we can have such a gathering more offen as to foster our relationship...

This coming back home, i saw and exposed more to the insufficient of servers in christ ministry in my own hometown church. As almost all the young adults are the teachers and being posting to the others place then.. seens like church services come harder. As our church now still in the beggining of formation stage, we just can hand over all to Lord to help us and we need to pray harder and harder for the existing condition as nothing much can be done... And, really thanksful to Lord that he has sent us this two loyal and faithful pastors to reform our chhurch here... ^.^