没讲完的营会（一）。。

不是天生的speaker，在众人面前无法舒服的表达所要说的，也表达不完。。
对自己也还是缺乏信心，还是用文字有限的表达会比较suit我。。

对营会-从心出发-上帝是最棒的！
我们有很棒的讲员，很棒的场所，
很棒的天气，时段，敬拜赞美，筹备，节目，食物。。。
比我活力活泼有影响力的working senior，可爱的junior，
很热心用心的每一个委员，常常顾大局的郑传道（明白你的用心），
每一个所参与的，
也此谢谢每一个人！


从开始选主题到营会的结束，
恩典够用！感恩还是感恩！

LI时，发觉有必要从新的看回自己的心，
就简单的不到十分钟的type在fb的suggestion，
那时大家也都在懊恼着，每一个都提议不一样的，
回到campus，匆匆忙忙地开了委员会议，
也没想到上帝会让这个提议在会议中经过几番的投票竟被采用了，
每个人探讨“心”的旅行也就从这里开始了。。

到，
自己与毅勇配搭P&W的part，
也第一次比较多接触这位小弟，
这可爱有点阿呆的小弟，
欣慰他有颗单纯爱主的心，
就一起讨论选歌，通知等，

找主题曲，
主题曲也不易找，
碰碰撞撞地，
当中谢谢提点的是，主题曲须要表达非常有影响力的，
要不然不要选会更好

nelly 帮忙提议了这首“从心开始”
没想到这首歌即也是以前非常非常喜欢的一首歌，
看了看当中的歌词，也觉得还蛮ok啊，
容易明白，也meet到主题有对神，对人，对自己，
可是不知道他人的意见，
也经过了一番的讨论投票后，
诞生了我们的主题曲。。。

到，
上帝给了许多意外的惊喜，
神把人带到祂自己面前，
只是借用了我们这些器皿，

一位朋友也答应了参与罗希小组的活动，
参与了我们的电影分享会，
之后带了多两位朋友来我们的查经等，
很高心很意外的是，他们也表示很享受在当中，
并且表示还要再来参与小组活动哟！

神的话语真的带有能力，影响力过于人的话！
他也愿意看起圣经来，
也高兴地透过fb chatting让他看迷羊的比喻，
意外地他也认同他应该是那迷羊。。

希伯来书四章十二节
神的道是活泼的，是有功效的，比一切两刃的剑更快，甚至魂与灵，骨节与骨髓，都能刺入剖开，连心中的思念和主意，都能辨明。

感谢主是神的道吸引人来到祂面前！

2nd Malim Nawar Mission Trip...

Everyone has the different definition and own requirements for Mission Trip. Thus, they aimed differently. For me, i still unable or haven't reach the level of i feel that i'm more likely to demand certain specified greater task for mission trip. For me, for every work we go out to pass the message of Jesus Christ is the true saviour is the missionary. For others, of course just go ahead...

This is the second time for me to join this Malim Nawar Mission Trip which is near Kampar or rather call it Children' Camp。

Our duty same again which is passing the stories of Jesus to them.. This time we didn't having much activities in Kampar but rather in the Malim Nawar church.. Thus, probably unable to see much the needs around that areas.... Of course, there are a few things happening along the trip including joyful and unhappy things.. Thankfully, because of the love of Lord we are willing to humble ourself...

Seems like having no that "extra extra" passion for Lord...
I seems like unable to see what the new things Lord wanted me to see. Or other words, my heart seems like cold or already "used to be"or still in waiting mode...

What have i experienced for this time's mission?
The first day was quite smooth and i keep stressing up the message of Lord to bring up to children there.

And the second day, i experienced the some real difficulties... Because of
Surely i'm not praying that hard during that time..
Surely i didn't prepare well during that leading time..
Surely i'm encountering it with "normal temperature" for heart...

I agreed with my friends that sometime i'm just so hotheaded like a “无头苍蝇” aimlessly without putting my target 1st only then doing things...
Surely i'm also like that during that time....

Thanksfully, i noticed that i'm able to talk with people of various ages from children, teenagers, aunties till old folks.

Children.. want to be sayang"ed"...
Teenagers.. want to be acceptable, to be cared...
Old folks.. want someone to listen to them, to be cared...

Children there lack of parental love, teenagers there do not aim to enter a universities or probably aimless..

Two out of three of old folks i talk to are single.. they keep saying that they are lonely are helpless sometime..
One single grandpa broken his leg in an accident and fortunately having no financial problem cox his relatives will give him yet he complainted that he is lonely..
Another single grandmom told me that she being beat up by her younger sisters sometimes yet she dunno whose to refer..
And the most fortunate one among the three are having children and grandkids together...

But in this mission, i do see the teamworks in the people of Lord in order to build a great puzzled picture for Lord.. That what i admire this time..

Pastor..
Really careful in doing works and keep guiding us..
Try to reminding us the Do n Don't along the camp so that works are perfect...

Hui Yung Jie, a great caring, knowing needs auntie in the team
She's really great yet she keep stressed that she didn't help much...
Thanks Lord for We have the very nice conversations...
She' taking good care of everyone of us...
A mother that really know the needs of her only daughter...
A mother that having the passion for Lord...
A joyful mother...
How i wish my mom could add up some gd elements but of course my mom is excellent ...

Xin Mei n Lon yan
great leader, guitarist and story teller...
Lon yan... like what u say everyone has their own doing works pattern..
Thus, we opt to try our best to respect lo then try to appreciate their good things and not counting probably not the unsatisfied things.

Chai yun
Bravo... handling children, many more talented skills...
Can see the passion of Lord from her then shining her life for others...

Siaw ping..
Thanksfully 4 really talented in the sense of art
I will never be able to paint that....

Guo shun
Bravo...You are really "用心" when u are assigned with a duty...
Yet... the important is the relationship with Lord beyond others 1st..

De lu
Hope that he will keep the passion for Lord...
Keep it up... Bro..

Nelly...
good camera woman and great helper...
Open up ur heart then U ll see u're flourished in the Lord

All the 1st yr junior,
you all are really great....
They try their best to mix with the children there and they make it...yeah
They try their best to contribute in this team to be helper...
Hope that the passion in their heart this time will keep them to shine in the path of Lord...

Probably this is what Lord want me to see and learn gua...

Ev

ye。。。单独行程

29/8

觉得自己昨天还蛮“geng” 的，一个人就像Penny那首歌“看见听见”
我开着车　车窗摇下左边 边听着歌。。。
但，
我开着Yamaha１００ 单车不停地晃 边看路景。。。

一个人从大概中午时从campus骑到Taiping for my dentist appointment..
路途中，我跨过死狗，死猫，死四脚蛇，吓到我。。。
更重要的是我阿爸天父一路来都看顾我，与我同在，让我完成这个人探险。
我想大家都应该有这种感觉吧。
每一次的起程总觉得非常的久，而回程却只是好像一下子罢了。

Erm。。感觉还蛮刺激的。。
又突破个人的一点小站。。
还好那一天，祂很赐福我，整天的天气得很好，只有偶尔有毛毛雨。
虽然是一个人去，感觉有些孤单，缺少了讲话的对象，
但还是有那个"大力的"陪我，
对祂的信心又增添了，谢谢祂。。

那天，拿着Ah Peng给我draf 的map 就浩浩荡荡的出发了。。
Meet过 了dentist，买了些公仔饼，之后就经过Taiping Central 。

停了下来享用久久没有光顾的McD先生。。
Order了 1 set Fillet Fish-o套餐，虽然觉得有些贵（因为已过了3pm，没有McValue时光了），但还是满足了肚子的欲望， hehe。。

Then, 到Tesco逛逛之后就启程回campus了
过往，若是坐巴士，就单单来回车程就需要花了大概4个钟，但昨天来回只花了2个钟，当然需要++个人的非常精力，到campus时，已经是6点多了，出于筋疲力尽的状况，

所以咯，抱歉了团契。。

hehe。。以下与大家分享一首我纯粹蛮喜欢听的歌。。。

看见听见

演唱：戴佩妮

我开着车　车窗摇下左边 边听着歌　
歌浮现谁的脸 脸躺着泪　泪滑落他的嘴 嘴角的话　
话说的有多美 美丽的花　花开了多少回 回家的路　
路究竟有多远 远方的灯　灯刺伤了双眼 眼睛里面　
面目全非的视线

I’m feeling nothing feeling nothing But only the love god gives me is something
I’m feeling nothing feeling nothing but you

你让我清楚的看见 星星在夜里的善变
恋人们脸上的终点 写满了欺骗　编织着永远　
也辜负了永远 我开着车　车窗摇下左边 边听着歌　
歌浮现谁的脸 脸躺着泪　泪滑落他的嘴 嘴角的话　
话说的有多美 美丽的花　花开了多少回 回家的路　
路究竟有多远 远方的灯　灯刺伤了双眼 眼睛里面　
面目全非的视线

I’m feeling nothing feeling nothing But only the love god gives me is something
I’m feeling nothing feeling nothing but you

你让我清楚的看见 星星在夜里的善变 恋人们脸上的终点
写满了欺骗　编织着永远　也辜负了永远 我听见
流言在纷飞的蔓延 你手着握着的誓言
灯火的侧面 编织着诺言 又成全了敷衍
什麽时候我才能看见 你真挚的表演
什麽时候你才能听见 我幸福的残缺

我看见 星星在夜里的善变 恋人们脸上的终点 写满了欺骗　
编织着永远　也辜负了永远 我听见
流言在纷飞的蔓延 你手着握着的誓言 灯火的侧面
编织着诺言 又成全了敷衍
我看见 我听见 我看见 我听见
我看见了幸福 也听见了幸福的残缺

Diaries of Mission Trip to Pengkalan Hulu and Pulau Banding.

I had been in a mission trip to Pengkalan Hulu and Pulau Banding for few days. It really a good experience for me and all the member of this mission trip. I had been there for the second times already. I decided to go there at almost the last moment because the strong feeling in my heart kept urged me “You got to see more”. Therefore, I was there just by faith without knowing what I need to do for this mission. Thanks to Lord as I managed to contribute some by sharing and involved in Sunday school with the native kids there.

Yet, i‘m not regret for going there, because I really bring back something priceless, invaluable deep down in my heart. Thanks to Lord for making us to be able to complete this mission finally.

Pastor Loh, a pastor there is committed to lots of services like Hokkien, Cantonese, Bahasa and even had services in the Pulau Banding for the natives there. She really tough, compassionate, loyal and very capable yet faithful server of Lord. She alone needs to handle all the services without any helpers. It really not easy to handle all these alone and we found it hard and even trembled though we have 21 members in this mission for only this few days.

The Cantonese service started a while after we arrived...
27/2 - The night we reached there and directly involved in the Cantonese Service without having any dinner. I managed to talk with a Thai Chinese grandma of 62 years old yet she looked like only 50++. She told me that all her sons and daughters worked in KL and Singapore. She was living there with her husband of 70++ and she still fit enough to tape for rubber as from 3am to 10am daily. She said that she had nothing to do if she didn’t tape for rubber. Her family only managed to come and visited her once every year during CNY. I asked her whether she called to them very often and she seldom doing so. She didn’t has anyone to communicate or speak to her. So, she would just spend her leisure time to watch tv and sleep at the time as early as 8.30pm. I wonder if I would be having no one to talk to when I’m old.

The Thai Chinese grandma sit beside me ^.^

After the Cantonese service, we only managed to have our dinner by the time almost ten I think in a Malay restaurant. I considered the food there fair taste only. My friend, Grace kept mumbling and complaining me that night that she also wanted to be like me next time as I participated at the last moment and not doing anything or preparations for all the tasks. She needed to share and involved in sketch.
Our delicious dinner as late as 10pm that nite... ^.^

That night, I really had a strong desire deep in my heart to write out my testimonial to share. Then, I picked up my mechanical pencil and try to work out with my things until 3am. I told Grace I wished to share and she decided to let me to share after her sharing.

28/2 – I managed to wake up by 6am and only had a 3 hours sleep. Then, I helped out in the Kitchen with Richard and Steven to prepare the breakfast. We’re having the devotion time together by 7.30am. After having devotion and breakfast, we prepared to go to Pulau Banding.

Then I committed to the duty of driving the van to Pulau Banding by Joshua P and then fetched the people went and back to Pulau Banding. The road was really not easy for driving since it had hills, needed to climb up and down along the way. This was really an energy consuming task! Then, we took boats to the two settlements or islands. The two settlements of the natives really had improved a lot as compared to last time when we were there. There got a clean water supply of pipe from hills already at the first settlement. The natives there also have nicer look or more cleaner as compared to the first time I saw them. Then, we chatted, performed some singings and sketchs for them to bring up the message of the love of God.

Heading to Pulau Banding...
Arrived there and started to greet natives there...
A sleepy baby on the back of her mom... ^.^


Hooi Keng and i managed to share the stories of Jesus to them...
Having singings together... ^.^
Able to have a group pic when we reached d jetty.. ^.^

At the night, I was in the package of “Hokkien service” in Baling at the same time there was another youth service at Pengkalan Hulu. I was quite nervous because I needed to share my testimonial. I prayed to Lord to gave me strength to be able to share my experiences with Lord without any strong emotions. And I managed my emotion and able to share smoothly. I didn’t know how others felt but I tried to open up myself sincerely and truly that night.

At the night time, Zhi Ling, Joshua P and I prepared the script of story-telling for the children for the next morning until very late. We had lots of fun and laughed too during the preparation. Again, I only managed to sleep for a very short time.

1/3 – We had the Bahasa service in that morning. We didn’t have our devotion since all of us were so rushing and started to set up everything for the service. After the sermon, praise and worship, we in-charged for the Sunday school for the children there. After having some singings, I read up the story of “Yunus (Jonah)” for them and the others acted for the story. Then, we had a Q&A session and treated them with candy and chocolate.

After that, I led them a song with actions. They turned the rounds for “Datuk Nenek” until dizzy. They seemed enjoyed the song very much. We had a really wonderful time with the children. The children were really obedient and happy yet didn’t make much noise as compared to the town kids. I called my friend in Sabah to recall back for that song. The song is like following:

Tuhan Cinta:
“Anak-anak kecil, Tuhan cinta,
Anak-anak besar, Tuhan cinta,
Pemuda-pemudi, Tuhan cinta,
Ibu bapa, Datuk Nenek, Datuk Nenek
Datuk Nenek, Datuk Nenek, Datuk Nenek,
Tuhan cinta.”

It's really a simple song that bring up the message of the love of God for everyone.
Then, we packed our luggages and went to a lake garden to have the sharing together before we left there. After the sharing, we started to move and had the lunch at the famous duck rice at Kulim there.
Managed to chat with few youths here.. ^.^
Yeah yeah... My "peace group" members in Chinese cell group..
I'm proud of u guy... hehe..^_^

This time, feel a bit disappointed because I didn’t have much time to meet the congregation in Pengkalan Hulu since I involved in Service in Pulau Banding, “Hokkien Service” in Baling and “Sunday School”.

having all the happy mission member here....^.^
YEah... Heading to Kulim to mum mum famous duck rice....^.^

Hope that everyone really bring back invaluable lessons from this mission.

Thanks again to Lord for leading us throughout the mission trip.