It's all coming back to me now...

Suddenly remember of Celine Dion's song

It's here again...

I called it coffee days..

Indeed.. i do enjoy coffee very much once upon a time but not so frequent...

over limit with coffee consumptions,

2 or 3 cups "gau gau" per day...

tonnage of works but still manage to "stealing the time" many time

like lively vampire...

Tidur tak lalu, makan yet still of course masih lalu...

Afraid, alert of it..

But.. however...

still going to be through..

钓鱼

Peng用手点XXX肩膀：“XXX...........不要在那里钓鱼了咯...."
XXX惊醒：“我钓到一只大白鲨咯！”

没讲完的营会（一）。。

不是天生的speaker，在众人面前无法舒服的表达所要说的，也表达不完。。
对自己也还是缺乏信心，还是用文字有限的表达会比较suit我。。

对营会-从心出发-上帝是最棒的！
我们有很棒的讲员，很棒的场所，
很棒的天气，时段，敬拜赞美，筹备，节目，食物。。。
比我活力活泼有影响力的working senior，可爱的junior，
很热心用心的每一个委员，常常顾大局的郑传道（明白你的用心），
每一个所参与的，
也此谢谢每一个人！


从开始选主题到营会的结束，
恩典够用！感恩还是感恩！

LI时，发觉有必要从新的看回自己的心，
就简单的不到十分钟的type在fb的suggestion，
那时大家也都在懊恼着，每一个都提议不一样的，
回到campus，匆匆忙忙地开了委员会议，
也没想到上帝会让这个提议在会议中经过几番的投票竟被采用了，
每个人探讨“心”的旅行也就从这里开始了。。

到，
自己与毅勇配搭P&W的part，
也第一次比较多接触这位小弟，
这可爱有点阿呆的小弟，
欣慰他有颗单纯爱主的心，
就一起讨论选歌，通知等，

找主题曲，
主题曲也不易找，
碰碰撞撞地，
当中谢谢提点的是，主题曲须要表达非常有影响力的，
要不然不要选会更好

nelly 帮忙提议了这首“从心开始”
没想到这首歌即也是以前非常非常喜欢的一首歌，
看了看当中的歌词，也觉得还蛮ok啊，
容易明白，也meet到主题有对神，对人，对自己，
可是不知道他人的意见，
也经过了一番的讨论投票后，
诞生了我们的主题曲。。。

到，
上帝给了许多意外的惊喜，
神把人带到祂自己面前，
只是借用了我们这些器皿，

一位朋友也答应了参与罗希小组的活动，
参与了我们的电影分享会，
之后带了多两位朋友来我们的查经等，
很高心很意外的是，他们也表示很享受在当中，
并且表示还要再来参与小组活动哟！

神的话语真的带有能力，影响力过于人的话！
他也愿意看起圣经来，
也高兴地透过fb chatting让他看迷羊的比喻，
意外地他也认同他应该是那迷羊。。

希伯来书四章十二节
神的道是活泼的，是有功效的，比一切两刃的剑更快，甚至魂与灵，骨节与骨髓，都能刺入剖开，连心中的思念和主意，都能辨明。

感谢主是神的道吸引人来到祂面前！

Back to campus... o w o

After compensating myself with the trips at Melaka n Cameron highland after a so called neither study nor working condition (practical), having my dentist appointment in Taiping... and of course... having a big hole in my pocket now (a bit regretful)...

but it still worths...
frens... reli appreciate for having all of u during my trips and my practical time,
reli enjoying each moment...
i have not been having the holiday mood for a reli long time d...

wanted or not wanted, i needed to back to my reality life which i'm quite afraid of actually...
well, i been here as a 4th yr senior already, still, unbelievable and doesn't feel like...
yet, i still not get ready to switch my current mode to tackle with all these...

lots things been waiting me to handle 4 my new 4th academic yr....

everything so rush since i came quite late by tues evening...

only managed to spend a little time only 2 move my things and tidy up my new double room...

well, immediately after coming back that night we're having the da zhuan camp meeting and committee meeting the following day till 1am like that...
and having the welcoming prayer night on thurs and meeting the new juniors
( a bit mentally unbearable...)

paid my expired roadtax and license due by last march and also academic trip to Jakarta organized by school by next semester...
(reli big big holes in my pocket od...)

having our family camp at Batu Feringgi, been spent precious aand enjoyable time 2gether with all the aunties, uncle, new juniors, others da zhuan and also the children

then discussing activities for cg for the new semester..

lots lots things to do...
including my currently unfinished LI logbook, 50 pages report (where i nt yet started to write) and needed to be handed by this friday,

my services
(suddenly asked to share my practical by this thurs... unprepared |||
probably missionary trip planning and going, dealing with new and old cg members,

prayed and told myself that totally a new start after all, got to have a gd start and all over again no matter what right now...

Now it's time for me to prepare and tidy up my feeling to get ready for this semester ...

The New Semester Begins!!! =.=

Long time not blogging already after the holiday begins... Time's passing really fast, i'm here as a third year senior already. This year has been tough and busy year for my academic and also church participtation..

Last night, all the fellowship's commitee members including me as a new commitee were having a meeting untill 12pm++. In that meeting, we had discussed our fellowship's activities throughout the new semester, Da ZhUAN Camp, Mission Trip at Malim Nawar, Church's Family Camp, new comers........

Prayer to Father:
Dear my heavenly father, U say that u will give the strength to those who are really weak. I don't know what is going to happen along this semester. As i know that this semester is not going to be easy to go through. A group leader needed to take greater responsibility for whatever she do, and the most important thing is to be responsible to Lord..
I'm quite worry that i can't even handle, organise or lead a group well. Dear Lord, I'm afraid and yet i try to take up the challenges as this is what You wanted me to learn and to grow. Please help me to learn the spirit of team work and able to work out as a real team.

When i don't know what topics i can share or speechless, please give me the strength, the intelligence from You to be more humuorous, talkative, caring, friendly....

When i'm dull, please help to lift me up and away from those worries..
When i feel helpless alone, please hug me tight and sweep all my tears away...
When i feel always run out of time, please cool me down and to take slower paces...
When i trembled, please deliver me the intelligence from You for coping...

5 4 3 2 1 ! Counting down to reach home.. ^.^

Sungai Siput

Thanks Lord that 5 more days for me to reach my lovely home town after a 10 months period. I can't wait to see my lovely mum, sisters... Just miss them so much ... This 2 weeks had been busy and hard for me and my course mates.

We needed to stay back for another 2 weeks for the EAA 273 Engineering Practise while others had already been with their family. Can do nothing but just keep to be patience by so called homesick torturing.

I had been going to a 5 days survey camp on an small island of Sg Siput in Ipoh. It's a countryside but thanks Lord that we're well taken care although the food was not so nice, often occuring shortage of water and unavoidable mosquitos bites and luckily got no leeches. We had been carried out the geomatic survey under the hot burning sun from 8am till 6pm each day. Of course, most of us become "blacky" and hitam manis due to that reason. Then, we needed to rush for plotting plan and hang in the report for the survey after coming back to campus.

We went for visitation of JUPEM (Jabatan Ukur dan Pemetaan) as part of the course in Ipoh

Starting the days of our geomatic works:

We found a little snake during our works surprisingly..|||

I'm holding a instrument called "Theodolite"
It is used to take the readings of internal angles from point to point.

Then, we needed to attend for lectures for another 1 weeks included learning Autocad and needed to sit for a test by this monday. Hoped that everything will finish soon and smoothly.

Lots planning crossed my mind for this coming holiday..
I wish to spend my precious time with my family whether by watching their favorite dramas together , make desserts and cook for them, being their free Indo maid, taking them for outing or do whatever i could to with them..
I wish to improve my bible knowledges, could read more books...
I wish to spend time "lin teh" with my friends who are really not seen for a long time...

Hoped that i would able to complete my vacation's mission without spoiled by laziness... ^.^
I wish to know my reformed hometown church more and also could assist...

May Lord continue blessing me along this coming vacation... ^.^

"WHO AM I'

The scene of that night

Yesterday night, our campus had an evangelistic concert with the theme "Who Am I" from the combination of CUS(Catholic fellowship), CF(Christian Fellowship) and Da Zhuan(Undergraduate fellowship). This could only been held after 3 years and it really a great concert. We had worship and praise, mime, dance, 3 testimonial sharing... I had been involved in the choir part. So, all of us had been busy for preparation works. Thankful to Lord for all the bro and sis in Christ in different races and languages that gather because of the love of God. And because of HIS love, we're able to make it. Hallelujah...

The dance...

The CUS guys...

The congregation that night.....

Thanks to Lord... My lovely sisters do come that night...

It's me... hehe ^.^

Back to the theme, who am i actually?

I may not be good or perfect, find it hard to express myself, not a good speaker, not even humorous, not very good in academic or sports or in languages, has really limited knowledges in Bibles and general knowledges, not having good look either,or just an unperfect puzzle with so many missing pieces.

But, i know that God do love me so much and i'm the daughter of my heavenly father. I maybe had experienced more tough things in my life than most of those as for my age. Sometimes, i felt it unfair for me to undergo so much and why others didn't go through what i was. But, i kept reminding myself that Lord was the one who gave me life and taking control of my life, He wanted me to grow from every tough or easy tasks/plans He has given me.

I would not say that Lord is the only missing piece, rather without Him, we would have so many missing pieces for the puzzle. As long as we found Him, He would fill up every missing pieces one by one together with Him until we meet Him in the heaven.

Thanks Lord again for making me grow from all these.