A must duty...

The message" It's time now" kept slipped from my mind..

With all the courage from Him and willingness..
I decided to give a hit just now...

I thought that
will be coming alone and it should be one to one..
Yet, Out of my box, HE been ready for three..

Then, it just an unexpected from original plan..
Yet, i continued it with a little bit nervous..
Thanks God that i still manage to continue it for three...

Though, there's no immediate effect...
Hopefully, it's will be effective under HIM..

The rest commended to Almighty HIM..

Dear Lord.. hope that HE will conduct a miracle about it..

事奉动机重要还是装备？

当然。。。动机重要。。
当然事奉丝毫不可少掉与神之间亲密的关系，与神的经历，
但，我们所经历的和与神之间所建立的关系也并非一朝一夕的吧，

若是嫩的单单以一颗清洁的良心愿意来事奉，敬拜神，何不能让他们有开始事奉的第一步？若是他们的辈份，属灵经历不如那些很稳重来得强就disqualify他们，那会否剥夺了那每个信徒都该享有那事奉的机会了呢？
事奉强调的并非参与感而是愿意顺服，谦卑，愿意服事的心。
事奉前，当然需要很严肃的确认动机，他们与神间的重要关系，被教导该有事奉的心态。

当然，台前事奉也是以祭司代表人向神，以先知代表神向人的身份，一嫩一老的配搭为比较佳，我们很多也是因前辈给与这事奉的机会，给予正确的事奉心态，以至我们有这机会事奉主吧？后现代的信徒每天的生活中随时随刻都有着这祭司，先知的身份，而也无需在某个时刻凸显祭司或先知的身份，是吧？
以上纯粹个人意见。。。^^

小小羊儿

上一次，
在小组查经或门训特别是刚过了门训，
特别是须要翻很多的经文时，
看见每一个1st yr 的juniors在翻经文时，
需要很久的时间才能翻到，也需要refer回目录，
那时，心里有说不出的滋味来，
心里也有些着急，

看来这些junior们，还真像刚刚从母胎出世的小小羊儿呀！

担心地是
这些小小羊儿毫无意识
他们所处在的是一个怎样危险的环境呀，
一个不小心就跌入了猎人所布的陷阱或入了凶猛狼口，

挂忧地是
看守的小小牧羊人的重担+责任又加重了，
小小牧羊人要尽量尽神所托付的职责，
照顾好，保护，看好这些羊群们，
也不要让其中一只迷失了，
这极不易呀！

庆幸地是
羊儿们有一颗愿意学习顺服的心

盼望地是
小小羊儿可以在主里渴慕喝灵奶，
可以在喂养中得到饱足，
渐渐地可以健康，四肢健全的成长，

相信神也比亲自得看守这羊群。。

也非常喜欢小组组名，
耶和华罗希（耶和华是我的牧者)

A believer or a disciple?

Today, been listening to the strong preaching in the service...

pastor lau say it's always easy to be a believer than a disciple..

ya... i admitted that 2..

a believer that's so passive to share our religion to others and always like our comfort zone without further steping out to share god's good things around...

ya.. it's easy for just to believe and hard to practice things out...
even the 12 disciples of Jesus with HIM more than 3 and a half yrs also doubted and hesistated..

He further saying that we always stressed on the matthew phase 28:19-20, the last 2 verse and ignoring the verse 18...

Indeed, verse 18 is also as important as the other 2...

We are going out because Jesus is give us the powerful authority already to the crowds not without anything to say HIS msg...

Stressed again... HE is giving us all the authority in heaven and on earth, HE is with us to go out, not alone... without HIS authority, we're nothing,n i wonder how should we reach to the ppl...
HE is commanding us....
without the missionary ministries, a church not called a church...

16Then the eleven disciples went to Galilee, to the mountain where Jesus had told them to go.
17When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some doubted.
18Then Jesus came to them and said, "All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me.
19Therefore go and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in[a] the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age."

Questioning:
为什么我们传福音需要力量？
因我们的仇敌不是一般的，乃是魔鬼的权柄，不是属血气的乃是被捆绑的，
神赐给我们权柄去与他们对抗。

n i ever a qualified christian after having my faith for such a long time more than 10 yrs? believer or disciple???

Has i fully use my heart as to be more like him facing or doing whatever things in my life so far?

And i really loving the ppl caring the salvation of the ppl around me?

Do i appreciate every moment lord giving me as to share HIS msg to the ppl i deal with daily?

Have i been really courage enough as fully taking up HIS cross and follow his footprints??

If i really love HIM, do i really offering all i have to him? How much time, energy, money i can have for him and even for the priority of lord comes 1st b4 my family?

indeed, i admitted that i still have a long way to go n in the "loading" process..
definitely i need to work much much harder...
May lord forgive me and giving me strength...

罗希所负责之家庭祷告聚会。。。

之后，拜五就今天的聚会终于来临了，
好多special events lol
可以说酸甜苦辣全一起来了。。。
那之前我们小组有小小的检讨关于我们的小组噢，
感谢大家参与当中的宝贵检讨和所需加强的噢！
当然，最重要是大家之间主动的互动，
及一起的付出来经营我们宝贝的小窝，

要懂得付出勿须求回报，
因我相信天上的父懂得你尽了最大的力向祂交帐。
大家高兴，我也高兴哦！！
大家。。加油咯。。
当中虽有些情绪波动。。。
哈哈。。不要吓坏了。。女生是酱的了。。

之后，就庆祝小光的生日了，
我们吃了巧玲弄的很好吃的冰淇淋蛋糕噢！！！
小光。。。生日快乐。。
巧玲。。。谢谢你。。。。
沁梅。。。fyp加油。。。。
夏雯。。。谢谢你的车。。。
汉将。。。谢谢你成为driver噢。。。
Richard及每个组员。。。谢谢你们的帮忙。。。
大家。。。考试加油咯。。。

罗希组。。下个sem。。继续加油！！继续成长！！！

之后开始了，
家庭祷告时光。。

很高兴很欣慰组当中，
每一个人都非常努力为主做工，
真的看到大家在主里的同心，
我们一起负责不一样的task，彼此的欢笑，

也很多人虽然忙但仍抽空来一起祷告，谢谢大家！
相信当你顾念神的事，祂也必顾念你！！！
当中有很多的aunty，uncle，children， old folks 和大专生。。
非常warm的画面。。。

之后就到我做主席了，
带动气氛，致词，祷告，分享小小故事的提醒，奉献。。
每次要我在会众面前讲话时，
都会觉得有些压力和紧张，
到我做主席时，都会紧张，
每次拿mic难免会紧张，

小光和庆豪负责P&W
沁梅负责祷告时光
恩美负责诗琴
俊贤，仁豪和巧玲负责会前会后及茶点。。
谢谢大家噢，你们都很棒。。。

最后，真的要ban掉自己上网了，almost addicted to blogging
got 2 reli force myself start 2 b in study mode d..
gambateh 4 myself...^.^

还是比较prefer舒服地把它写出来more than讲出来。。

装爱心糖水给没来的大专生们

仁豪的“V"

开心的大家。。罗希member只差emily， 恭旭 和友富了。。

疯狂的我们

背影版。。哈哈。。。

Farewell

Not matter hw busy still wanna post this 2 gratitude o d seniors as din express it out jx nw n afraid tat might forget d feelin n dun hav chance 2 express all these again

To::
yu fen- 给我的感觉有些深藏不露的感觉，虽然牛高马大，但看过你文笔的人，应该都会觉得其实你是一个非常细腻的人吧！很对不起噢！这些年里好像没有可以和你聊到很多，就算有好像也很表面的聊吧了！其他的都被别人讲完了。还有，自己是怎样的，应该还是自己最清楚了吧！就酱了，在神的道路上继续坚持继续加油哦！

泗豪- 和你接触比较多时，应该是我第一年第二学期开始做司琴时吧，每个人多你都有同感，诶。。虽然有点伤，不好意思噢，我也一样。。很谢谢你过去的配搭和教导噢，那时其实蛮压力的，因为觉得自己很烂，而需要与这么多的expect配搭，非常谢谢能忍受我这样烂的司琴，记得那时我咬紧了牙根，还是压出了那些有缺陷的音符，谢谢你给了我这方面的勇气，在这一方面的事奉我一直很常感到压力的想要改进。哎，但还是停滞在原地了。。。还蛮怀念那时学习的压力的。。其他的也都被别人讲了。。勉励的话你平常都说了，所以，这里只愿神继续祝福你前面的路了！

伟念 - 给我的感觉好像平平的平平人，也许不特出，但这应该就是你特别的地方了吧，可能也不是很会表达自己或我想多了或本来就不是一个复杂的人吧，觉得你应该还能在发掘自己奇特的一面，也愿神继续保守你的心胜过保守一切（嘻嘻！我也非常喜欢这经文呢！）

沁梅 - 就不叫你大姐了，因我觉得你带着这“大姐”应都感到蛮压力的吧，所以我平时都不叫你大姐，就像其他人一样都讲了，非常棒的一个角色。。但。。还是觉得每个人都会有深藏着自己觉得很不足的地方或觉得压力，不容易让人看到自己的软弱的一面吧，你应该是酱的或则我想多了。和我同组有一年了，有些遗憾因还是觉得有些难与你有较深的交情，就好象蜻蜓点水一样，大家都好像有点怕怕对方的感觉。或许每个人身边都有着特定比较能谈心的对象吧！主里继续加油噢，继续用你生命的见证感染身边的每一个人。。。

谢谢你们！！！你们都非常非常地棒噢！！！！加油加油热烈加油噢！！！尽忠为主！！！

P/s:也不知道seniors们看不看得到，但这是我心底的话噢。。。^.^

Last semester cell group and fellowhip activities(refresh back)...

Long time wanna update our gp here already and although now's a bit but still....
Wanna introduce our group here... hehe ^.^

耶和华罗希Jehovah Rohi

For our group, we had variety of gathering for the last semester like having prayers, devotions, bible study, disciples' trainings, visitations, birthday celebrations, dinner time and also movie sharing together.

We are here having the warm cg gathering due to the love of Lord as in the family of Christ.
In John 13:34 "A new command I give you: Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another" and in Hebrews 10:25 said:"Let us not give up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but let us encourage one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching."

In the cell group, we will learn from each other and helping out each other. Welcoming and hope that any1 who are interested could also join us ya...

Kevin's birthday
Happy 20th Bday, Kevin^.^

Dinner and prayer time together ^.^ That day... full members there lol..
From 1st row left side: Kevin, 小光, Richard, 仁豪, 国顺
From 2nd row left side: me^.^, 恭旭, 友富，俊贤，沁梅大姐，巧玲 and Emily. ^.^

Hehe.. My Bday...We are having a short bible sharing and visitation at aunty xue qing's home that day 2...
Thx 2 all my lovely cg members... Reli appreciate that lol...
That day, Xue Qing aunty specially made home pizza, red bean soup for us lol.. Thx much Xue Qing aunty...
My birthday presents lol... ^.^ Thx u thx u!!!

Since my bday near with mooncake festival, my bro bought me a mooncake as present lol.. thx bro...

And of course activity that satisfying our stomach ....

Hehe... I suggested a dinner after the exam for last sem since every1 so tense up ^.^
It was cooked by our own lol.. In that gathering, we worked as early as 8am to pasar pagi to buy ingredients and then start preparing, washing ingredients and cooked until 7pm. I had never been cooking for such a long time even in my home but thanksful to God i was able to try it for my very 1st time and we enjoyed lots 2 during that period, we chatted and laughed together..
And i really wish to thank all my great helpers that time lol... Nelly, 巧玲 and also 明忠... reli thanks u guys ya... They are so hardworking helping out to cut and prepare the ingredients.... ^.^ Luckily, i was able 2 invite 2 of my "zi mui" to enjoy together and then we having a movie together..
A sour sweet tofu dish...
A sour sweet hotdog, fishball dish.. grabbed till finish immediately...
dunno how to call this ... spicy,fried ikan bilis"shen" timun... but a bit "chao kui ta"...
Fried big onion, tomato and egg dish....
vege...
guess wat is this.. although it quite black.. it taste nt bad 2.. satisfied.. glutinuos pork rice.. lots of hard effort inside...
It's a left over unB chicken meat during BBQ then i managed 2 turn it over a pork chicken dish..
long bean fried egg .. specially cooked by Nelly lol.. ^.^

The full table of food that day.. almost 30++ having meals that nite lol ^.^|||
Cincau milky agar- made by nelly lol...
Longan Pudding -- made by Ming Chung lol.. ^.^
of course my favourite batik cake.. it's reli simple to be done de.. they also like it lol..
N finally green bean sweet potato soup.. ^.^

Thanksful to Lord... We been having a wonderful gathering that night..
Many more activities didn't take pics...

For this semester, we are going to have cg gathering 2, May God bless all of us and lead us through again.. ^.^